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Letter to a friend 2

hi ********,



i jus finished my last exam today.. so glad now. haha=) i have hols for abt 5days, till next monday. then the whole routine starts again. exams week in and week out, lab sessions, assignments, discussions, etc. pray for me yah=)

so how are u doing? how's studies? do tell.. haha how's God in your life? forgive me for asking that uestion k. but it's really important. we need to encourage each other..

hm regarding what you said, that you feel bad for always asking me for help.. my response:

*slap* *kick* *punch* *scold*

haha jk but im serious here. when you start feeling bad, that shows that pride is in you. when we need help, we have to humble down ourselves and seek God's help, and whoever He sends, to be humble and accept their encouragements/rebuke/advices (not referring to me k.. haha). and besides, God is also teaching me as well as you, through your experiences. so we're really blessed.. although this time it may seem that you keep asking for my help, but one day im sure God will use you to help others. He's such a great God, who are we to know His plan?

do you know what God is ALL in ALL means? after this one month? well, to different people God will speak differently. Pray abt it, and let God show you. but for me, it means that my whole life belongs to God. when i wake up, when i sleep, when i eat, when i study, i do it all for God. my actions, my thoughts, my speech. even my very breath i breathe for God. usually ppl's motivation in life is for self-preservation, self-glory, pride. but i want to come to the point where my own life is worthless to myself, and my only motivation is to manifest His life. to the point where if i lose everything i have, my family, my money, my possessions, but yet at the same i have God, then im glad and rich.

God is my only hope, and without Him, there's no life. So God is all in all. in fact, when jesus was on earth, He was like that too. He was a 30 years old man, yet He couldn't do anything by Himself. He couldn't make decisions by Himself. everything that He did, He did it only after God told Him to do it. Even the things that He said, He said them after God told Him to speak. It's a life of total dependence on God. Without God the Father, there just is no life..

it's a daily learning from God, as He leads me to that point. it's a journey. when we accepted Christ, it is the beginning of a journey, towards God, to become like God. we were given the air ticket for free, but we must journey to the airport to catch the aeroplane in time. im far from perfect, and i have sooooooooooo much to learn. and so much to remove from myself (literally, to die to myself: my desires, my ambitions, my will). to live for GOd and God alone. that's my prayer, and will continue to be my prayer.

so.. strive hard for God yeah? it'll surely be worth it. for what's the use if we obtain the world with all its riches and pleasures, but we lose hold of the one who created the heavens and earth, our mighty Father?? but if we have Him, then surely He will fulfill us to the brim. praise His name, Hallelujah. =)

u can ask any uestions you like.. anything you don't agree you can also tell me. lol take care much ******* bro..

love in Christ,

sam

posted by Christ @ 2:27 AM